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Assalamu'alaikum wr.wb. Hey guys finally I'm in holiday so I've much time to make this blog comes alive hahaa ! We're still in Ramadan right! And less than 3 days we'll celebrate The Eid Mubarak. I spent almost a whole of Ramadan days and of course my fasting times with the collage daily activities. Because my faculty hasn't changed the academic schedules, it's a pity ! I felt like a beggar for a holiday few days ago. But, now I think it's better full of schedules in Ramadan than just doing nothing and feel thirsty and hungry. Anyway from June to July was such a busy day cause I need to attended lot of exams, assigments, and organization activities. Yes, finally I decided to join an organization called LEM in my faculty. This is my big decision, and I must get all the consequences that I'll lost my weekend or holiday for the organization activities. I also need to balance with my regular activities and I dont want to disturb my own studies with my own decision.

3rd August yep my birthday :D ok now I'm 19 and I can't believe that next year my age will be starts with 'two'. It's kind a scary tale! it creeps me out. I think a proverb that wrote 'age doesn't define maturity' is a real state of life. I even can't going everywhere without my parents. Oh gosh I really need to be a real woman. My first wish list for this birthday is 'be an expert driver for both motorcycle and car' Yes this is my high resolution since a long time ago and there are no progress -_- Please pray for me and my driving abillity

This birthday isn't a really special birthday but I feel so happy cause there are lot friends gave me the birthday greeting. When they remember my birthday and care of me it's just enough for me. No matter about the gift or something.

By the way I'll share my latest graphic design. I really interested with the magical of photoshop tools so far haha.. So maybe I'll post my graphic design pict more than my pencil/ water color draw. But I still hope that can draw again someday and post it! Thankiest for all my readers ! Happy holiday before my words disturb you :*

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Perks

"This one moment when you know you’re not a sad story. You are alive. And you stand up and see the lights on the buildings and everything that makes you wonder. And you’re listening to that song, and that drive with the people who you love most in this world. And in this moment, I swear, we are infinite.” 
Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

Hellohello I'm finally here :D I wanna tell you something may be it's quite late but ok no problemo. I just watched a movie titled "the perks of being a wallflower" I know it's 2012 production and I just watched in this month hahaha. I really love the scenes and the characters. There're 3 main of actors here, they're Logan, Emma Watson, and Ezra Miller. And now I'm ezra hipster lol.. He acts as a gay here but damn I love his characters and his real life and character isn't really different. He is crazy ! Barely the gay/ fag character is just in the role :p I've watched his interview and damn lol he is really crazy and they wrote as queer star hahaha. I found his photograph with Peter Richardson too! Obviously I love him with his manly beard rather than skinny ones. Yeah I love Ezra Miller eventhough my friend said "hey Logan is better! Why you choose this skinny guy and he is like a faggot" Damn but I love him, and I never even love skinny guy before. He is too skinny may be in most of his movies,but trust me he is awesome ! You should watch the movie ! The soundtracks are the greatest 90s 80s tracks too. Lol I don't know what the year is absolutely hahaha..

Ok back to art lines, I'm still learning about graphic design and just finished some designs with the magical tools in photoshop. I think it's too simple because obviously I just used add picture- then multiply indeed. The first picture above is my first and only design with color background loll. I'll try another I bet.

 Bytheway I've joined pinterest finally hahaha you can find the button on right sidebar ;;)

“If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don't want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it, too. I want them to be able to do whatever they want around me.” 

 Stephen Chbosky, The Perks of Being a Wallflower

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Seize the day

It's been a long time since my last post on February hahaha.. So much reasons and stories to share with you guys and I don't know how to start it from hehe. I feel like donkey lately after the first week turned new semester in my Univ and finished the first block on last Tuesday with an exam. Then I need to finish 3 more. This is like a trilogy. You choose - You try - You get the consequence. I choose to be medical student and I should know everything in it. Do the consequence and work everything with responsibility.
Bytheway, I really really miss this blog-ing time. Write a stupid story and usually something that can't describe with a good grammar lol. I do so much fun here. Express my artwork include disturb you with my fool grammar/ vocab :p

I just realized that it's almost 1 year I've been a student in medical faculty. Sadness, kindness,trouble, all of them are my fellow. Sometimes, I think that there're full of obstacles and feel like despair or abandon. But this is my way, this is my choice. I started it with fire so I should done it with perfect process and conclusion. At least I feel satisfied. I can't lie that need something which is can encourage me. This is kinda joke that everyone tells me to have a boyfie lol. Yes I know what they talked about but I think it's not my primary goal right now. I do so much fun with my 'single' statue and still enjoying with them. When someone ask me "are u normal?" YES of course I'm normal. Hahaha that's an awkward question I ever had.

Last month I went to two kinds of concerts, and that was so freaking me out. I felt like an absurd teen who did an insane thing bahahaha.. But I really love this time! Scream and dance like a fanatic. I got a free ticket with my friend sasya at the first concert and the second ones I bought a vvip ticket :p I even thought to watch another concert but seriously that's warning code in my pocket. On the other hand, April was such a busy month. I just got my weekend holiday today and last week was such an amazing busy day with no holiday. I hate the schedule moreover the last week of the first block. That was a holocaust hehe..#ups But overall I could arrange my day and did something fun in a super busy month.
I worked many artworks though ~ a busy month can't destroy my finger and snap my right brain to stop drawing and drawing. Draw is my routinity. And below are some of my instagram picts.

Right now I really need to fresh my mind. I want to go shopping or hunting quirky things. I just want them in my life right now hahaha. Sleep over with a glass of blended greentea. Relaxing from medical book is always amazinggg! :p
See you next post ! I love you dear all readers :*

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End of Feb 2013

Happy Thursday and end of our Feb,2013 for all man's in this universe ! I really got a lot lot of prizes from Allah lately, meanwhile I got few things still in trouble. But I'm so thankful and proud of my self. May be for some peoples this is so usual but for me this is my first time hahaha. So what's it ? Umm it's about my last score that I've told before. And I got more than B so it's so amazing for me, I never get it before for the medical studies. "More than B" is kind of grace. I can't be calm and sorry it's so overrr but ok calm now hehe..

Anyway I've finished my new artwork and inspirated by Emma Watson. Yes! I like this girl and her beauty in Harry Potter movie is definitely true. But I don't wanna talk about her wardrobe malfunction hahaha lol I know it's annoying. At least she's so beautiful. I think it's a simple draw for me and as always my obstacle is 'realism' make real make it alive. I can't make a super real draw/portrait, I should work harder and need lot of practices, promise it :)

BAIBAI~

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FREEDAY

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Heyhoo.! Guess what !? Finally I've my holiday and it's about 3 weeks yeah nice right! I'm really really happy because I've passed my medical skill exams or 'Objective structured clinical examination' (OSCE) for 11 stations pffft and now it's really free-day hahaha..I'm so so so so glad and I think should do something good in this holiday before the next semester although I know that my first IP or score will be out this week/ next week hoho. I wish it's more than 3.00! Yes everyone wants it. The most scary thing is after this holiday I will learn a new block jjjang 'cardiovascular' think that I don't understand about circulatory -_- aha. But it's such a challenge to me, positive thinking and do it happy, wohooo! Last week I did a photograph scene and project with my friend Tita and she's my best photographer ! I'll share it next time till I do so much magnificento snapshoooots. Because I'm still not confident to dressy and do a style shoot hehe. If you wanna take some photographs you can contact her then book the day. She has a mini studio in her house and it's super nice!

Anyway as always I try to drawing something this week. I'm trying to draw geometric line which is makes three dimension touch to my project. And surfing on instagram is a really good idea and choice because I got tons of inspirations from it. Bingo! 

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I'M EXIST- COREL DID

Hello guys !!! I don't want to write too much here, I just want to show you my latest artwork. I spent my beautiful Saturday to explored my corel photo-paint and I think it's not bad hahaha... 

Bytheway what do you think about my new template ? lol I need to improve it soon as my holiday ! But it seems so far because I was about to have first exam next week. And medic a.k.a skill practice test is killing my adrenal so true. Facepalm uuh #PrayForUs

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ROB&MENNIE NEW YEAR 2013

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE
New year new spirit new resolution
But resolution must be following with action
An expert said "talk less do more"
Yes may be that's true

BUT ANYWAY Happy New year here we come 2013! Here is my high resolution lol, check this out~

RABBIT

Hey people! I've a big dose of interest in rabbit sketch or illustration, and I found so much vintage and cool pictures that shown lot of magical rabbits. Yap an illustration usually makes usual thing to be unusual, and of course it's cool. Although another people thought that it was strange idea. You just need imagination and you'll feel a wonderland ever in your mind. Don't afraid to show your imagination ! Because we're unique and talented. Show it ;;)

29/12/12

ROB&MENNIE

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inspiring

Doomsday

HAPPY HOLIDAY everyone ! really heading for it hehe, and finally I get 4 days off from anatomy, tutorials, exam, and blabla etc..I hope you're guys who still in senior high please enjoy your life there, because the next level in university is harder and of course you need to have big responsibility. Accept it! lol

I just finished my exam yesterday, and yesterday is a super holy day 21-12-2012 right! People kept telling about the rumor "doomsday" but for me yeah sure yesterday is kind of doomsday because it was an exam! I've read the news about the dark day will comes for about three days after the "doomsday" yesterday. But as we can see now, nothing happens and I only felt the rain drops on Friday. Then last night suddenly I got a little trouble 'headache'. 

This week is totally awkward and joyful though it's just one night of joyfully haha.. Officially I had about 4 days off before the exam to prepare anything. But yeah I still had to go for anatomy everyday. No problem, may be I'll be smarter after ^w^ The joyful is I went to hivi concertooooo last Tuesday night! moreover I  could met them in the backstage! because my friend is febri's relation (febri : one of hivi members). I felt so happy that night although so sad missed out ezra's sign!! how cannn lol, I couldn't think anything clearly because I was too enthusiastic met them. Then I couldn't find my markers in my bag oh damnnnn, but thankyou guys hihi.. 

I want to make some artwork in this holiday but may be I'll show you to the next post, xiexie-baibai

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dear friends,

I don't know but I think it should be better if I can write something here right now. Everyone has their feeling and perception. Moreover, if you are in different culture, habit, or may be maturity. Sometimes you'll feel like  'damn you' and that's kind a hard slap for you. A feeling that you're need one word, "tolerant". Yes, just be patient. Mad isn't a good way to go. Because we're in heterogeneous world and differences are common. 

As I said before, someday in this super various cultures you'll think it as good words or just a joke or something that it's not kind of problem for you. But may be someone assumes it as mocking words or something bad for his/her self. Yea...you know have to do. If you know that person the real he/she is, you can count him/her as well. May be he/she just wanna breaks the ice and makes a good joke for you, but in a wrong time when you're in a bad condition or temper. Mood is one of many reasons that makes someone feeling mad for something that other peoples think it's not a matter and may be they will ask "why you mad at me ? is it a problem for you ?" 

Friendship... is not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything. 

Muhammad Ali 

I've an own perception that a good friendship should has a situation that they're in trouble or may be called storming area. They will blow their own decisions and hold on their egos. But this time we will know how is the true friendship. We'll feel and found it. So far you will feel you need something in your life and now it's lost. Good friends will decrease their own egos and humbling for you to apologize. 

Then someday you prefer to silent than talk something and hurt anyone else. Sometimes I trap in this condition that I better silent and stick in my head "silent is gold". If I keep that silent may be someone will gets better and continues their life peacefully. I can't write it in simple sentences and may be you know what I mean. 

I never want to blame anyone, I'm sorry. I just wanna trust everyone who knows me that I never want to ruin or fell you. I always want be a good partner or soulmate for you guys. I never purpose to insult you, because I know that I just an ordinary girl in an extraordinary world. 

If you've a problem or something of me that you feel it bad for you, just tell me and let me know what's the problem. I'll fix it as better as I can. Everyone has their thought which is we can't tell it as a wrong perception if we can found a deep reason in it.  I'll always try to be your good friend although you feel that I'm your enemy or someone. Because I know that giving a goodness is better than anything else. 

I'm sorry for my bad grammar and vocab, thankyou :) cheers I love you all...

One of the most beautiful qualities of true friendship is to understand and to be understood. 

Lucius Annaeus Seneca 

RAINFALL

Cloudy day, raining weather is coming! Yeay I'm back baby, I think must post something in this raining day like evita did lol~ my blogger spirit is suddenly running while reading new evitanuh's blog post. I love this weather anyway. Although I'll get trouble like sick flu,fever,etc or inconvenient when walk at school to move another building. But I really love this gloomy day and feel like oh man it's so fresh with the rain drops. I think I'm actually a polar bear that jailed in tropical country. Now the important things are keep your health and please make sure that you eat healthy foods everyday so as you'll always fit in this weather. *my doctor soul is coming suddenly.  You can also wear a comfy outfit so you'll feel so well when raining comes then you feel like ice. Last are: 1. Don't forget to bring umbrella ,and 2. Consume vitamin ! You'll need it so far. :)

By the way I'm so happy super happy now yuhuu finally I've weekend ! After 2 weeks with no time for holiday or hangout with my friends. I just finished exam and blablabla too much activities hahaha. And it was my first exam experience as a medical student lol~ I feel doubt with the score but whatever it was finally done.

In this month I learn about nervous system so of course I get anatomy class almost everyday with a half of cadaver's head or just an original human brain -_- ouch..I like anatomy class but I really hate the formalin's smell. The most scary parts in anatomy class are pretest and minitest that I should do almost everyday too :'( This class is really complicated. Pray for my anatomy class~

Check this out guysss, I love AJ Rafael since 2 years ago maybe. He is a multi-talented filipino descent musician, I can spend my time a whole of day just for watch his cover video. AJ started his carrier in music with covering video and upload it on youtube. Now his fame is the result of his passion many years ago. He lives in US now and makes a great music there. And I think his life is like high school musical stories because his friends are awesome in music too..Cathy Nguyen, Jesse Barrera, JRA, Albertposis, Andrew Garcia, etc. Love them! Sadly, I couldn't watch his concert in Jakarta last year :( I promise someday. You can find his videos here. This song can accompanies you when raining hahaha..see you :*

RETURN - new life journey

OK inhale-exhale-inhale-exhale. HOW ARE YOU GUYS WASSUP ! its been a long long time I'm not updating here right ? No October's post :( And I know it will be the only beginning of my new life in medical faculty. Since I had orientation at first till now I feel so crazy check out my schedules, yes omg this is so hard I even can spend my weekend holiday for university activities, discussion, and assignment. Everyday is learning = tutorials, big classes, then be a nerd girl. Library is my favourite crib now. But this is my responsibility. I must do and work or I'll be kick as a notorious donkey. 

Now the consequences I must study harder, work harder, and memorize quickly lol~ yes specially for anatomy class, I need big struggles for any temptations hahaha. Smart, diligent, and active are the good modals. But life isn't about to study with book and memorize them then you know it completely. You need to understand them. 

Learn isn't a tape recorder but we turn our video games.

I've so much stories to tell, and some are epic and so complex. As a medical student I must make friendship and chillin' with cadaver yes cadaver. "They're your lectures" my seniors always said about it everyday when I got orientation. And jjang finally I met him in second day of orientation and the senior gave me a mission. Him ? Yes my lecture a.k.a cadaver is a guy. I through a dark room like a haunted house and my eyes felt so bad that now I know it was formalin. Then I yelled at my senior what happen to my eyes, so ached rofl~ but they were keep killer and so irritated. Ok calm down mafiga then I touched my lecture who lied down on a kind of metal bedstead, there was only one candle for light in that room and I just realized that I'm alone! I touched his right thigh- right hand- and I moved to other side but I couldn't see his head though ! it was so dark. We were prohibited to carrying the candle crossed the cadaver. I thought I'm so so so lucky I found small paper written "urethritis". Omg mission accomplished ! Of course I found it in his trousers (I dunno he still wearing trousers or not but I think he is) -_- that part, yea you can imagine where's urethritis in right. I feel so dumb why I didn't think just in that part and wasted my time to touched his hand, foot, blablabla. I even stunned looking his boots -_- yes my lecture still wearing boots. I don't know it was boots or somethin' because I couldn't see correctly but I saw it like a boots or his skin ? hmm. I know my senior laughed at me if she/he was there. Then I walked out and jjang it wasn't over ! they're a.k.a seniors waited us outside, uugh ok but I found the weapon "urethritis paper" rofl~ 

So much fun in my orientation and I love my group lol we even couldn't serious in every sec, we couldn't form a line and the seniors always annoyed about our group name lol but the impact is we'll famous. Whatever, the important is we're enjoy and happy hahaha. I'll always remember that day. 

I've other story about other orientation umm may be called familiarity night idk. After may be 5 weeks learned as a medical student, I joined familiarity night in Tawangmangu. Umm quite great hehe I love the weather there. Then the first night we had a night adventure, I thought it'll be scary buttt it was only tiring huhu.. The second day we had a trip  and outbond to waterfall and you knowwww it was so so tiring over all and the route isn't as simple as I thought before. You can die slipped in the valley -_- yes may be like that. But it was good experience and I've lot of new friends.

I want tell the other big stories about my new life now but I think its enough ahahahaha this post will be so long. This Sunday morning, I'm deliberately spending time for drawing and sketching. I miss my world for drawing, sketchin', and blogging. But I should know I've other responsibility for my future now. Be a five stars doctor *took from my faculty vision lmaooo.. God bless us! Amieen............. :*

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the end of freedom

Hey guys wassup~ How is your eid holiday ? is it great ? And how about your money tips ? Lmaoo..Anyway I got a great eid holiday instead ummm but wait..can i change it quite great hehe~ Yeah I went to Indrayanti beach again last Thursday, this is my second time right.. I went to the another beach but I still forget the name is, but it is in the same location with Indrayanti. The beach was so crowded yes because it was holiday, alright you can see the differences with my beach holiday post before. Then I went to rafting on Friday in Magelang "Elo river", yeah it's the great one, I was so enthusiastic because it was my first time yeay~ My mom went to this place before and she persuades me my bro and my big fams..then here we came~ the river trip was so fun and exciting, big tense big energy. It is about 12 km more and of course so tired, we must kept moving the oar. Finally we returned home with mix feelin, tired fun happy scary. Thankyou so much momy...

But I am so upset because this 2 holidays were coming in wrong days. Because I must get orientation next week *yes currently now, I can't get my freedom anymore~ This day is my last freedom day. Tomorrow I'll go to my new school and jjang I can't write my feeling I lost my words...baibai see you ~ this is epic story I'm sorry and my bad grammar is the true sorry -__-

LOL the red circle is me ngahahahha~

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Sunset. Way to home from beach~~~

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AUGUST

Hello guys I'm back hoho after my last post about my birthday and now I'm coming with 2 special euphorias. This month is really a precious month (of course include my birthday lol) because there are 2 celebrations are held. There are my country independence day yea happy birthday Indonesia you're 67th now ! I hope we don't have other corruption crime again. Please. And the second ones is EID Mubarak !!! Yes! Finally we've done our fasting and one month is feeling so fast now. I can't wait for eid celebration tomorrow, tomorrow ! Please forgive me from all my mistakes that I've done and don't forget guys we'll hunt for "THR" tomorrow rofl~ yes usually in Indonesia we're young buddies will get like money tips from older people; parents, grandparents, uncle, etc.That's great right ? I'll collect them. 

But the other side I must prepare my self to step in a new life, new reality that I'm a collage student now, and next 29th August I'll join first school orientation. Yes please pray for me. I feel so nervous for it.

Anyway jjang ~~ this is my new work umm I bet this is not really good than before

enjoy~

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IMYOUNG

I just wanna say STAY YOUNG lol  :) I've lot of wishes but i just want to happy and proud now
thankyou for being my best reader :) peace love kiss :*

Passion

Happy Fasting Month everybody :) please apologized for every trouble and mistakes that I've done dear my readers my dudes and my friends my best friends <3

Hey I've new work today hihihi and I was so surprised I can did this animals sketch but no problem it's not really a perfect sketch i want to be actually. Need more learn and try about draw&sketch for sure then I'll rock my hands beautifully hohoho

Ok guys this is my work! check this out ~ pray, love and move on 

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my mom bought me rainbow cake again from chez moi  :)

sewing class | lovely pet tamagotchi 

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PROM

my prom maskkk , made in me haha what do u think ?.. gimme a good impression lol 

Last Monday night~ hi hi I had a promnight party with my high school brothah sistah RVL84 at edu hostel rooftop yesterday. Quite fun and happy specially when I watched the memorable vids :) thanks really appreciate your work guys ! But my Godness, suck digestive system suddenly attacked my sweetie belly huuhuu...

see yaw~

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"Success seems to be connected with action. Successful men keep moving. They make mistakes, but they don't quit."
 Conrad Hilton 
"Good ideas are not adopted automatically. They must be driven into practice with courageous patience."
Admiral Hyman Rickover
All of us failed to match our dreams of perfection. So I rate us on the basis of our splendid failure to do the impossible.
 William Faulkner 
This is not our failure, our God still keeping our right direction. Perseverance is kind of spirit that only can opens God chest to giving our perfecto our fantastico our right direction and dreams to be true. 
Congratulation for all new born collage students in Indonesia :) keep your chance :) 

piggy wiggy

no name | canvas

Hello~~~ still in holiday right ? ^^ I've no plan for this super long holiday after my graduation, how about you guys ? I feel so bored but this is big consequence for new born college student and still waiting for snmptn announce and result. But I've no idea lol~ just go ahead and stay positive. Anyway this is my new work ^^ I'm so happy my mom bought this cake again for me yumm redvelvet from chez moi (*read : smoa ? idk) =))

Bytheway I'm so enthusiastic now hehehe, finally superjunior released their 6th album yeay and bingo I'm going to get their album after craved my motha to gimme 75000 rupiahs and spent my own 200000 rupiahs T__T that's so precious if you in KERE situation LOL *kere: no money

Ok see ya next post :* cheer up ! chill out guys !

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somewhere over the rainbow

WHASSUPPP~ how's your weekend today ?

feminine | corel draw

Everyone tells about cake now hahaha yes crazy looking for red velvet and rainbow cake mostly.
I went to La vie michi cafe in my town this afternoon and yea I found my somewhere over the rainbow lol I always remember that song if I eat this cake. Let's eat yumm~ :D see ya~

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Officially graduated

MEDAL? hehehe

see my name see my name

From my mom and dad. Suddenly found this bunch in my room hahaha... thanks.. Maybe this is apologize sign, made me late to came in this night ah ok nevermind -__- btw I haven't some photos in my graduation till now because I was so rushed come to the venue and didn't bring my camera or tab. I wish my friends have my photo at least only one 

-_- baah!

see u ~